25.8.2015

凌晨两点钟，天亮就要考试，我都没什么温习课文呢，现在才开始读，
但每次读书时都会读到一半就慌神，去思考人生：人究竟为了什么而活着呢？
每一分，每一秒，时间慢慢流失，人也跟着慢慢老去，什么时候会走？没人知晓。

现在的年轻人，大多数都会花几年的时间来完成一个学位，
有些努力读书，有些热衷于兴趣，有些只为了一张文凭，到底这值不值得呢？

读大学的这段时间总觉得，好浪费时间啊，与我的梦想越来越远的感觉，
会这样想也许是因为，总觉得自己给父母增加了许多负担，
读着，读着，我很想用这些时间来打工赚钱。
一来可以减轻家人们的负担，二来可以完成我到处旅行的梦，
如果我有钱，我还真想出国留学啊，
如果可以到每个国家工作一年，到处去帮助人，这人生真的是超棒的啊，
这是老子梦寐以求的生活啊，
但是因为放不下家人，所以选择读大学。

家人真的是我最放心不下的，以前高中时期，我多么想做一个坏学生啊，
但是怕给家人添麻烦，就把这欲望藏了起来，这也要谢谢我的补习老师的教导，
我去补习，把试考好，不打架，也坚持不抽烟，这是对父母的孝顺，对长辈的致谢，
I really appreciated what I have gained from you all.

在大学的这段日子里，我也发现我真正想要的是什么，
也慢慢学着提高自己的EQ，
我希望我身边的每一个人都可以开心和平安。
尽管在多么难过的困境，都要比任何人坚强，
微笑与笑声都要不停歇地供应，真心的为身边的人付出，
学着去不求回报，学着去不发脾气，一个月，一年，五年，十年。。。。
我会坚持考获我的文凭，加油！ 然后向梦想前进。=)

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人们常说：“人生如戏，戏如人生。”
不管是电影，电视剧还是现实，
人们都在用自己精湛的演技，
用生命来演绎自己的那一本，那一本自己觉得最适合自己的剧本，
然而当每一个不同的剧本聚在一起时，将会擦出火花，
为这世界留下精彩故事与历史，为活着的人们留着最精彩的一出戏，
给人们思考与回味。
我的剧本已写好，是时候开始演绎了，
到底会擦出怎么样的火花？
时间会慢慢地告诉我们。。。。 《杰克》
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"17 年的人生" written in 2012 ...... but publish in 2015 XD

LOL I found this In my daft HaHaHaHa
2012 年写的东西 以前不敢post
我算有改变吧 科科
慢慢地变成熟吧
做个成熟的自己 超爽Der ! xD

一眨眼....
多几天就2013了....
多几个月就18岁了.....
这17年我到底做了些什么...？

脾气....
我那烂脾气从小到大都没变过.......还是那么烂...
每当有什么事不爽就乱骂....emo .....
这就为什么那么多人讨厌我......
想改....但很难....

思想....
我非常非常幼稚....以前是...现在也是....
我做过很多很多没脑的事........
我的脑袋太烂了...........
90% 做的事都没经过大脑......
真是个垃圾......

言语.....
95 % 我说过的话也是没经过大脑.....
每次得罪人......
Lc 的话.....是非.....秘密......macam yes 的话..........
我说了太多太多了......后悔了.....

态度......
我态度.......可以说是人人都讨厌吧......."LCLY" "Rude"
对家人....朋友.....老师.....
我不孝....不敬....不仁.....不义....
算是个废物了........
没用的垃圾......

性格.....
脾气暴躁.....DDLY .....LCLY ......

I'm Back xDD {考试加油！}

Long time no update my blog =D

Start today, I will write diaries on here.
(Diaries can be a good memories for my friend, family and also myself  =)

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Time flies....
I'm twenty years old, I'm a student in Tunku Abdul Rahman University College( TAR UC) 

I'm SINGLE (Maybe I don't deserve to love) Never success in love, But it's okay hahaha

I always have a dream that do something different and good to the community (Paint the World) 

"希望这世界因为我的存在，而可以变得有一点点地不一样。" 

(My existence for a better world.)

It is always a core mindset for me.... 

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Study week now.... 

I'm gonna face the Finals next week which is insane ( tues thurs fri sat & wed )
By the way, I'm not stress at all because I have decided that do not continue for Bachelor Degree.
So, I just hope CGPA enough to pass my diploma, not going to score very well in exam but I will try my best. =D Hwaiting !!
When I told my friends about this, they always ask " Why?"
"Hmmm, I found that something (Dream) is more important instead of study for a cert." I answered.
When there's a will, there's a way, Studying isn't only in the university or college, Community as well. 

That's why people say "everyone is *Community University* student" after high school 

In the last year of college life, I will try best to improve my personality & skills especially Language to help my journey in the future.
My Languages are quite poor hahaha
Now, I only realize that Languages are most important and wonderful creation in the world.

It can make someone Happy, Depressed, Excited, worried, sweet, argues and so on. 

Therefore I have to master them =D
Besides, Dance, Art, Music & Martial Art are also ways to deliver our thoughts to someone in our daily life.

 That's why I learn all of this, but no potential in them =(  so sad

But I won't give up ...... One day bring them travel around The World.

End Here, it's time to study  xD  (10:40pm 21/08/2015)

Good Night ~
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