21, Time To Be Mature.

Oh yeah, Twenty-one years old
So what?
I have asked myself a lot of questions.

Which field should I join after graduate?
Do I prepare for working life?
Should I go working travelling?
Or Should I stay with my family?
Should I go for my dream?
Or Should I go for Money (Singapore)?

more and more questions coming up my mind .......

There're so many things that I want to do in the twenty-thirty life.
I must live my life better in these golden ages,
So,
I have decided to use 2 years time to discover the world instead of studying for bachelor degree,
It's hard decision,
because of my Mum, she needs someone to take care.
Although it's hard, I will find some solutions to take care of her and love her.
Same to my dad.
Omg, I'm so shy to speak out my love to them.

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Recently,
I'm struggling from loneliness.
Did I have true friend or best friend? A question to myself and repeat whole lonely night.
Lastly, I cannot get any answer from myself.
I can only guess, yea guess......
I treat many people with hearts,
In the end, it seems like nobody treasures it.
I tell myself,
"It's okay, there must be someone will treasure me."
This is only thing I can do: lie to myself.

Now, I know I should not care much about how people see myself,
Just be yourself, yeah, be yourself
I still remembered she said that I don't have my own style,
Now I know how important to have own style,
Important to impress people,
It can develop leadership as well as charming
Well, I will try to discover and build my style in 2 years time.
 =D

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"Jack, It's time to be mature." A sentence to myself.

Time to stop and prepare for my last final test. Goodnight.